I don’t wanna go to bed!

I feel like im 5 again.  I had to force myself to take my night time depression meds which are supposed to help me sleep (they don’t) and are supposed to pair up with my day time anti depressant to help stop my depression and anxiety.  Neither are currently working correctly and nightmares abound.

I was watching Black Mirror, which is turning out to be really interesting.  Unfortunately Netflix has decided that it doesn’t want to watch anymore Black Mirror and now I’m watching Gilmore Girls.  Of course I’m starving but i’m trying really hard to stay in bed.  It helps that ben is sleep obsessed with cuddling me.  I’m really surprised he hasn’t woken up while I’ve been typing this.

I have orientation for McDonald’s Thursday.  I’m excited and bored already.  They are having it at one of the corporate offices and I’m kind of confused as to why I can’t get oriented at the place where i’m going to be working.  Much faster way to learn what your supposed to be doing.